Today I feel really lost... It's busy enough in our hectic lives that at some point you just want to stop the roller coaster and get off. Please don't get me wrong I absolutely LOVE my life, It's just that today was very hard and emotional day for me as this marks the 1yr since I lost the early pregnancy of our second child, At almost three months along the worst thing I could ever imagine was happening. Doctor's had no reason and I know that one day I will find out why but right now it still hurts. It hurts in a different way than last year, It hurts that Ethan would be a big brother...he would be a great big brother, It hurts that I would be mother to two. I know it's common for alot of women to go through this loss, And of course you always get the people saying "oh It happened for a reason" Well I don't believe that, I believe this baby was and still is my Angel...So to my little baby I think of you alot and hope your watching down on me, daddy and Ethan. Help keep us safe and I send you all my love and kisses.
Thank you all for reading, I know this post is somber...And I know this feeling will pass, It helps me to share and recognize the life and spirit I once carried, and in my heart she will live forever!
See you in my dreams little one.
Trish.
3 comments:
Thinking of you today, Trish. It must be so hard.
Thank-you so much Erin for your thoughts,It's very sweet of you.How is "pigbear" baby gap girl doing? She is sooo cute!
My heart goes out to you Trish. I also lost a baby very early and I know how it feels. If you ever need to talk I am here.
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